I am at work early today. By 6:30 actually. I even walked with my neighbor before I got here this morning. Not too far, but I did. I will walk on the treadmill again this morning. I did yesterday also. I did ok yesterday, went out for lunch and dinner, but made good choices, and watched my portions.
I am kind of feeling pressure at work. Mostly self induced, again I love to worry. Well that's not true, I have a love hate relationship with worry. Anyway, the end of the school year is coming up, and with the budget cuts the state is making, schools are having to reduce their workforce. So far so good with the schools I work for, but I can't help but worry. I have tried to make myself indispensible, but I know they will do what they have to do. I work in the money end of running the schools, so I know what they are up against. Maybe that's why I worry more. Who knows. I am making a goal to really try to live more frugal and to TRY to save some money. That way I won't be in FEAR mode. It's just hard to make ends meet sometimes. I do not make alot of money that's for sure.
I do hope I don't annoy bloggers, I feel like I am always bitching or whining, but I guess this is where I can take off my smiley, everything is great face, and be myself. My NEUROTIC, FREAKED out self. It takes alot of work to be bubbly all the freaking time. I need to express myself, I only realized that after I started writing on this blog everyday. I was getting tired. Sick and tired. I am sure that trying to maintain "operation smile" all the time is what has lead me to make alot of bad decisions, not just food choices.
Best get to work.......I am feeling better already!