Well, I have just wanted to give up. I have been eating so poorly. Doing FAT GIRL things that I thought I was done with. Take out.... IN BED.......going to the food store JUST to buy a binge. Eating in my sleep. Waking up to EAT, then fall back to to sleep. SLEEPING all day yesterday and missing the holiday. That's kind of how I felt all week. I wasn't upset that I had gained alittle at my weigh in, it was the fact that I didn't eat one dessert when I was out of town. Then I get back and blow it all to hell. I have eaten crap I wouldn't have even thought to eat last week. I do not understand...WTFreak.
This usually happens when I get put on new meds, which I was. I got a hormone patch. I hope this helps. But right now it just seems to make me hungry or horny (tmi). Neither one is good for me. I am going to call the doctor today. I am just so sick of feeling like crap.
I haven't walked in 2 days....feel crappy about that. I have really just wanted to check out for awhile. Then after I do it, I feel crappy about that too. I must rememeber I am not perfect. I can only do my best. I will have even more bad days I am sure of that, cause who doesn't right.
I will check in more later, just know that I am not ready to give up. I can't blog my way into action. I have to act. So clean up the house and go for a walk!
Thanks for missing me....