Monday, June 29, 2009

3rd post of the day- WTF?

What the hell?! I had the worst FREAKING day at work. I won't go into it, but I have not been that pissed in a very long time. I do not get mad often ( except at myself..LOL), I really do not like the feeling, it's a waste of energy. Some people have a very hard time with life, and take their problems out on you. I don't want to be be treated like shit, but I really want and need my job. So I have to suck it up. I usually love my job, and I try my best to give them an honest day's work. So I have been stewing, why didn't I say this, or why didn't I say that. Stupid really. I love this person and would do anything for her. I have to remind myself that she is acting out of stress and fear. I really shouldn't take it so personally.

I went to the food store on my way home. Man, did the noggin try to play those stupid mind games. I wanted brownies, I had a bad day. I wanted frozen yogurt, I deserve it for putting up with all the shit at work.....and I could go on aisle by aisle, but you get the picture. I thought how stupid. Am I going to let this break me...HELL TO THE NO. I bought flatbread, 40 calorie fudgesicles and a couple of other healthy items and got out of there while I was still intact.

After geting this all out the desire to go for frozen yogurt ( 1 small serving at the yogurt shop, instead of buying the pint) as even disappeared.

17 comments:

  1. Sorry you had such a bad day at work. Good for you not caving at the store!! I hope things get better for you at work.

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  2. I admire the way you handled your day! Seriously, its inspirational, you have no idea how many times I catch myself stewing! Keep your head up, girlie :)

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  3. Well, I had a whole pan of brownies and they were AWESOME!





    Okay, maybe I didn't. But wouldn't that have been funny if I had?

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  4. You did great! Keep that up. Hope things get better at work.

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  5. That is awesome. I do alot of "I worked hard, I deserved it"... I hope to break the cycle soon.

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  6. Here we are being twins again... HELL TO THE NO! a new battle cry!

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  7. GOOD GOING! You've got attitude--the winning attitude.

    Sorry your day sucked.

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  8. Sorry about your hideous day! Great job on resisting temptation. :-)

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  9. Way to not cave and comfort yourself with food! Hopefully you'll have a better day tomorrow.

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  10. I'm sorry about your sucky day at work. I think back to the great advice you gave me on not taking things personally and way to go on talking yourself off of the ledge. You gave yourself a little space and a little talking to and kept your goals in front of you. Awesome!

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  11. HELL TO THE NO. love that phrase *steal* I seriously love your attitude. I even started quoting you ;)

    Sorry to hear about the work stuff but sounds like you handled all the stress well so kudos.

    p.s thanks. I checked out the Mizfit post :D

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  12. Good for you! And I bet today will go much better than it would have if you would have given in to those initial cravings!

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  13. Woo hooo! YOu did not let old habits win!!

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  14. Good for you for sticking to eating healthy even though your day at work wasn't great!

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  15. sorry for the bad day but YAYAYAYAYA for the way you handled it with out handling food... thats wonderful and congrats on the weight loss thats awesome... here is a snack you might want to see if you can find or order online VITAMUFFIN tops they are great and very filling.. I love them they come in all different flavors and I am partial to the chocolate ones, lots of variety and for 1 point.. its a great snack.. check out hungrygirl.com for other ideas too if you have not.. they have WW points too...

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  16. you had a hard day and treated yourself with the respect and love you deserve...GREAT JOB!!!
    Keep up the great work.
    chris

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  17. did u mean to spell ability wrong?

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