Tuesday, October 20, 2009

refuse to give up

I didn't make it to weigh in last night. The scale owner ( that sounds funny) was not going to be home till 6:30. I was just too hungry too wait. Then I did it good. Ate well for the meal part, but the after meal part...not so good. WTHELL?! Why would I do that. Yes, there were tootsie rolls involved, damn it, but not limited just to tootsie rolls. I scarfed down whatever I had in the house. Luckily I didn't have much on the house. Still? Why would I do that, it drives me nuts.

I am going to weigh in right after work. I refuse to give this dang weigh in any more of my energy. It will be what it will be. I will just press forward and not give up. One derail isn't going to automatically mean I am going to gain all my weight back (stupid, but TCB does sometimes does make me believe it ) Even a derail the night before a weigh in. Can anyone say SELF SABOTAGE...i knew you could.

Got up early and walked my 3 miles. Didn't ride to work, as I have to leave a lunchtime to help Mr. 92. Poor guy has got a huge cancer on his face, and needs the dressing changed daily. Good for me ( $$ ), bad for him. Anywoo.......

I am going to U2 and The Black-Eyed Peas tonight. My kid is getting his wisdom teeth out today as well. Excited for that...... the concert, not the teeth pulling..lol

Keep the mood and the food real.....refuse to give up!

15 comments:

  1. Just found your blog. Hi! U2 and Black Eyed Peas....omg.....I am drooling with jealousy. Have a blast...dance around, burn some calories! I have had a difficult couple of weeks, food wise....and just bumped back up out of "onederland". Let's cheer each other on and get below 200!

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  2. Good luck with the weigh-in and enjoy the music tonight (so jealous)!

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  3. I know exactly how you feel with the self sabotage I seem to do it sometimes too, not sure what the heck that is about. But glad you picked yourself back up and got out and walked today. Hope the wisdom teeth go ok, that's no fun. Have fun at the concert.

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  4. OMG I'm so jealous... you are so going to enjoy tonight.
    And I'm with ya on the self sabotoge thing - I did the EXACT same thing last night. I have no explanation as to why I did it, but I did it and now I've let it go! Must have been something in the air :)

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  5. Have a FabuLous night.

    I have something on my blog for you:)

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  6. That sounds like a great concert!

    Whatever you can do to avoid self-sabotage is an excellent plan :)

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  7. Have fun at the show! Should be one to write home about...

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  8. Self-sabotage is a common lament among us bloggers. No body understands why but we all have been there. I commend you for walking the 3 miles. It would have been easier to sleep in.

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  9. Good luck at the weigh-in, and have fun at the concert!!

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  10. Have a funtastic time at the concert!

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  11. Dust off, forget about it, and go on.
    Hope you have a blast tonight!!

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  12. Sounds like you need a Tootsiectomy. Face the music and do better after - you've come so far.

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  13. bloody jealous as anything! U2? OH MAN. hope you enjoy!

    bad tootsie rolls! BAD..
    but you're right one bad thing shouldnt derail you completely. but its sucky to do it. i know. ive been like that this week. bah.

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  14. It's just one day forget about it. you still achieve it. enjoy the concert and let's all pursue to achieve that healthy lifestyle

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