I decided to show my self-image who's boss. So here are a couple of pics of me and the jeans!
I really felt like I was having good ass day.....lol
Token over the shoulder pose. lol. I was feeling sassy ( see what those pants do for me )and I actually felt ok about posting jean pictures with my head on. Something about that whole thing kind of messed me up. I decided that this is not about what I look like. It's about the journey and having fun. I am happy with the body I see in those pictures today. It feels good after feeling so crappy the past week or so.
I had a great day yesterday. I really feel like the fog is lifting. My co-worker has been there all week. That makes it fun. It gets lonely working in that house all by myself. TLC was filming at the little sandwich shop we love. They were picked as a best bakery. Anyway, I thought it was yesterday but it was the day before. Story of my life. A day late and a dollar short. We did have a nice lunch. I did great. Gave my cookie away and just had a sandwich and a pickle. Today is my bosses Bday. He is a sweet old guy. We told him we wanted to take him to lunch. He was delighted. He's the Patriarch of the family business. He and his wife live next door to the house I work in. They really are like family. So another lunch out. I can do it and still make good choices.
The positive thing is that I didn't over eat yesterday. I didn't have the "full enough to hurl" feeling. Gross but true. I have to remember that I will have bad days maybe even weeks. I have to remember that a bad day or two doesn't have to mean that I am going to gain all my weight back.
My tender mercy today is the way I felt yesterday. So nice to feel calm and at peace. Even happy. I am also loving the new book I am reading. The Help by Kathryn Stockett. Nothing better then a really good book.
Keep the mood and the food real.......show your self image who's boss!