Monday, May 31, 2010

I feel the love

Feeling so much better. When I hit publish I knew I felt better. Thank you so much for the supportive comments. I decided to get dressed and go to a funeral. Yep, a funeral. It was for the Gma of my dearest walking buddy. She was also the Gma of my bro-in-law in Japan. He lived with them for many years and wasn't able to make it. So I went as the family rep. I got to cry. I got to cry with others. Grief and sadness are minimized when you share your tears. I cried for so many different reasons. It was cleansing. I felt a huge release.

I am on my way to Spouts. To get fruit and veggies. I drank so much water before the funeral that I had to pee twice. I had the worst bags under my eyes this morning. UGLY! Anyway, doing in good in that area. I am then going to see Robin Hood with friend. I am going to stay awake and go to bed early ( not crazy early ) to help with the night time food thing.

I got the nerve to ask a friend to help me get into a car. She said yes. Now I just have to wait till one comes up with my name on it at the auction. It won't be long. Another huge release. I thought I could do anything for 20 mins. That's how long it takes for me to ride my bike home. Turns out, I really don't want to. It's going to be 110 this weekend. Let's get a bunch of good car energy going. Everyone think good car thoughts!

I am feeling the love. Thanks all!

10 comments:

  1. Om, om, om.....
    Vroom, vroom....
    Instant "Karma!"

    Glad you feel so much better, F McB (aka Dana!)

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  2. Take good care of yourself! You've had a rough time... maybe some extra love and tenderness will help you feel better.

    Sending you peaceful healing vibes :)

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  3. Watch your favorite comedy.

    Soon. With someone funny.

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  4. It's amazing how much blogging helps us! I'm so glad your getting your mojo back.

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  5. I'm glad you're feeling better. Crying is good therapy, especially when shared with others. And blogging - well, like you said, as soon as you hit publish - instant release :)

    Sending good vibrations your way for the perfect car!!

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  6. You have an excellent point about bike riding in 110 degree heat - you can, but why would you want to?!? Sending good car vibes you way...and glad you are feeling better!

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  7. The perfect car is out there and will make itself available.

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  8. law of attraction, Woman :)
    we are bring that car TO YOU!
    so glad you are feeling a bit better.

    Carla

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  9. Good car thoughts coming your way!!!!!

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