Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Remember Me?

Well Hello. Remember me? I have been busy working over nights ever since I got home from Utah. I bought a new car while I was there. I love the car. I felt alittle buyers remorse at 1st but really I have driven it home, to my kid's house and to work. I have felt very odd and depressed since I got back. I am sure working nights is not helping. Last night I don't think the woman fell alseep till around 4 am. BOO! I was tired for sure. It's very hard to get back into the swing of real life. Haven't walked for a week. However.my nerves have been so crazy that I haven't wanted to eat. The is a 1st for everything. My nerves have been so raw that I got a cranker sore in my nose. My nose! Anyway, I weighed yesterday and I weighed 197.6 lbs. That is down a bunch, but I don't feel like I earned it. Weird again, I know.

Well I think I will try to eat something. My hormones must be way off or I am having a pretty good bout with depression. I will wait and see. I don't want to go to the Drs cause I really don't want any meds. I have been having a pretty hard time. I will see if things get better after I have a few days off. The kids are coming over for my son's Bday Saturday for lunch. I hope I am back to normal by then.

I know I can do this over night thing. I just need a new routine. O routine, how I crave you. Going to sign off for now. Been kind of keeping up with everyone. Not doing much commenting. Things will get back to normal, soon, I hope.

Keep the mood and the food real...........


  1. Remember you.....tsk tsk tsk. Of course!

    Sorry to hear that you are having a problem getting into the swing of things with the overnights and being home again. Push for the routine....you know it will get you back into a better state of mind.


  2. I remember you too, Dana. I'm sorry you're in funksville - I was there myself for a bit and it sucks. But great news on the weight. Silver lining? Hang in and the clouds will eventually move through. Everything shifts and changes. Enjoy the new car!

  3. xoxo

    I hope you don't wait too long to ask someone for help whether it is meds or talk therapy. It's kinda like pain management. The more out of control the pain gets, the harder it is to reign it in.

    Glad you posted. Missed you.

  4. A canker sore in your nose? Ouch! Canker and cold sores are definitely caused by stress.

    You may be experiencing a little letdown from the wedding, coupled with your job stress, not getting enough sleep, etc. I totally agree with JourneyBeyond...don't be afraid to ask for help from professionals. Take care, my friend.


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