Thursday, March 15, 2012

Taking it Personally

I am feeling much better this morning.  The only reason I was complaining the places didn't call me back is because they told me to expect a phone call that afternoon, or in the case of the receptionist job, as of yesterday morning, he wanted me to call him back yesterday at 2 pm.  He didn't answer his phone.  I left a message telling him to call me back if he decided to hire me.  People are weird.  Anyway, I have decided that I am taking this all too personally.  It's not personal, they don't even know me.  Things will work out, this I know, they always do.  I have so much support in my RL, and help.  I am just so tired of looking for the job.  My sister called from Japan last night.  They had 2 earthquakes yesterday, that I had to tell her about.  She cracks me up.  Anywoo, she pinned the tail on the donkey.  When I told her it's so hard for me to concentrate at school and I just feel so "up in the air".  She said it's because I am always trying to make my ends meet.  I can't really concentrate on anything else that when I have this BIG thing hanging over my head.  It's true.  My other sister texted me at dinner.  Her hubs is a policeman and sometimes she goes out on patrol with him.  Last night they were after a burglar.  She was just checking on me.   My dear friend asked me to go to dinner last night with her family.  Yep, they love me :)  Then I took her daughter driving.  She just turned 16.  She is so scared to drive.  But she does it.  I can learn from her :)

Of course my daughter called yesterday morning and everything was fine.  She told me that I was too good to be stressing out over a $9/hr job.  We talked and she had some really good ideas.  I am going to follow up and make some phone calls after Spring Break.  She is a doll. 

I am going to my lady's house today, cause it's my doctor appointment tomorrow.  I am going to a church thing tonight and taking the 16 year old out driving again.  She needs the practice.  I need to get out of my house.  I did walk yesterday and did a bunch of Spanish and sent out another 10 resumes. I will not give up.  That job is waiting for me just around the corner......or the next corner.  Deep breaths.  Thanks for all the supportive comments.  I really feel the love!  You guys are great.

Keep the mood and the food real.................

4 comments:

  1. So happy that things are looking up for you... Take care...

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  2. Yep, people are weird and honestly you don't know what's going on there end of things. You know the place I work at now, have for the past 23 1/2 yrs took 2 1/2 months to call me back. I already had another job by then so I ended up just keeping both :) So you never know what can happen. Yes, that right job is just around the corner. Glad you and your daughter made up and that you're getting out. Yesterday all it took for me was Mike coming home at lunch :) and a great walk down my favorite road. Just keep doing what makes you feel good and the rest will fall in place. *hugs*

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  3. I'm so glad your not taking it as personal because you are awesome!!

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  4. Woohoo for a better attitude AND a better day!

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