Taking it Personally

I am feeling much better this morning.  The only reason I was complaining the places didn't call me back is because they told me to expect a phone call that afternoon, or in the case of the receptionist job, as of yesterday morning, he wanted me to call him back yesterday at 2 pm.  He didn't answer his phone.  I left a message telling him to call me back if he decided to hire me.  People are weird.  Anyway, I have decided that I am taking this all too personally.  It's not personal, they don't even know me.  Things will work out, this I know, they always do.  I have so much support in my RL, and help.  I am just so tired of looking for the job.  My sister called from Japan last night.  They had 2 earthquakes yesterday, that I had to tell her about.  She cracks me up.  Anywoo, she pinned the tail on the donkey.  When I told her it's so hard for me to concentrate at school and I just feel so "up in the air".  She said it's because I am always trying to make my ends meet.  I can't really concentrate on anything else that when I have this BIG thing hanging over my head.  It's true.  My other sister texted me at dinner.  Her hubs is a policeman and sometimes she goes out on patrol with him.  Last night they were after a burglar.  She was just checking on me.   My dear friend asked me to go to dinner last night with her family.  Yep, they love me :)  Then I took her daughter driving.  She just turned 16.  She is so scared to drive.  But she does it.  I can learn from her :)

Of course my daughter called yesterday morning and everything was fine.  She told me that I was too good to be stressing out over a $9/hr job.  We talked and she had some really good ideas.  I am going to follow up and make some phone calls after Spring Break.  She is a doll. 

I am going to my lady's house today, cause it's my doctor appointment tomorrow.  I am going to a church thing tonight and taking the 16 year old out driving again.  She needs the practice.  I need to get out of my house.  I did walk yesterday and did a bunch of Spanish and sent out another 10 resumes. I will not give up.  That job is waiting for me just around the corner......or the next corner.  Deep breaths.  Thanks for all the supportive comments.  I really feel the love!  You guys are great.

Keep the mood and the food real.................