I am feeling much better this morning. The only reason I was complaining the places didn't call me back is because they told me to expect a phone call that afternoon, or in the case of the receptionist job, as of yesterday morning, he wanted me to call him back yesterday at 2 pm. He didn't answer his phone. I left a message telling him to call me back if he decided to hire me. People are weird. Anyway, I have decided that I am taking this all too personally. It's not personal, they don't even know me. Things will work out, this I know, they always do. I have so much support in my RL, and help. I am just so tired of looking for the job. My sister called from Japan last night. They had 2 earthquakes yesterday, that I had to tell her about. She cracks me up. Anywoo, she pinned the tail on the donkey. When I told her it's so hard for me to concentrate at school and I just feel so "up in the air". She said it's because I am always trying to make my ends meet. I can't really concentrate on anything else that when I have this BIG thing hanging over my head. It's true. My other sister texted me at dinner. Her hubs is a policeman and sometimes she goes out on patrol with him. Last night they were after a burglar. She was just checking on me. My dear friend asked me to go to dinner last night with her family. Yep, they love me :) Then I took her daughter driving. She just turned 16. She is so scared to drive. But she does it. I can learn from her :)
Of course my daughter called yesterday morning and everything was fine. She told me that I was too good to be stressing out over a $9/hr job. We talked and she had some really good ideas. I am going to follow up and make some phone calls after Spring Break. She is a doll.
I am going to my lady's house today, cause it's my doctor appointment tomorrow. I am going to a church thing tonight and taking the 16 year old out driving again. She needs the practice. I need to get out of my house. I did walk yesterday and did a bunch of Spanish and sent out another 10 resumes. I will not give up. That job is waiting for me just around the corner......or the next corner. Deep breaths. Thanks for all the supportive comments. I really feel the love! You guys are great.
Keep the mood and the food real.................